How it is to let go. To need to let go. To have the things that you need to let go of still be holding on to you. Lots of scissors. Cow bells, love, meanness, refusal, rage, calloused hands, tears, glass bottles, red yard, gold twine, black velvet, mirror, astroturf, luggage locks, peace of mind, acceptance, shouting it from the rooftops, heat, pain in the heart, health insurance to pay for therapy, going to the ocean, wood, the ritual of letting go, a goodbye song.